My poor poor Philip is going to be getting a new/ bigger hard drive, and more RAM... After this process is over I will be back with more photos... I have some pretty good ones I am really looking forward to posting after Philip undergoes extensive brain surgery! thank the stars my family is populated with geeks and geniuses!! I miss you my beautiful Deviant page! I'll be back, I promise!

oh, beloved facebook.
how I relied on you.

oh, beloved facebook.
how I cherished you.

what a fool I am.
what a fool I have become.

oh, beloved facebook.
how can you be so cruel?

oh, beloved facebook.
how you have let me down.

I visit, and I visit.
I update, and update.

you were my light when all else was dark.
you held my hand though a journey over seas.

oh, beloved facebook.
must it be this way?

oh, MY beloved facebook.
how could you go away?

how I long to show you works of art.
how I long to tell you how I feel.

site maintenance, site maintenance!
always site maintenance!

oh, beloved facebook.
please let me in!

oh beloved facebook.
how I wish to see you, yet again.




~~~ My facebook has been giving me a "site maintenance" error for over a week! I am bit...annoyed. My ode to facebook I admit is dramatic, but hey, its what I'm good at

As I'm sitting here listening to the clicks of my computer wracking its brain to comprehend the pounding of keys, I imagine what it must be like to be a computer... with all the "do this!!", "Delete that!" " oh my fucking god.... THINK FASTER!!" I realize that, computers have feelings too, which gets me thinking, maybe I should have been nicer to him (yes, him.. Philip). With out the proper care my lovely hunk of a computer has become nothing more than a stinky senile old man... He just can't remember a thing anymore... not that he won't, I know he loves me, and really would do all the things I ask of him... If he only could! GOD if only I had shown him some compassion over the years! I'm so sorry Philip, I'm poor.... I can't provide new memory... I just can't! I'm so sorry I have failed you as an owner, with frivolously expanding my Itunes, my saving hundreds upon hundreds of photos, even my downloading programs to fill up your precious memory! I know why you think so hard, and I ask please accept my deepest apologies when it comes to the amount of memory you have left, but seriously now, shut the fuck up! enough with the GOD DAMN "low disk space" pop up I KNOW!! I've known! and I'm sorry! but honestly must you tell me 10 times a day?! The last program I gave you was an AntiVirus! would you rather be with out it!?! Get off my case, I can only do so much to help you!!!

I did it! I now have an avatar... It'll Change soon now that i know how to do it!

I am Avatar challenged... I dont know how to make one I need help! It sickens me not to have an avatar

How about a Hiaku:
The half smiling face
for all to see is not me
Avatar Retard

Not the best Hiaku but you catch my drift